Vision is for the Doers, not the Dreamers

I've been getting a sense lately that God is preparing me for the future. My uni workload has doubled (maybe even tripled) and I'm exhausted all the time. But I made it to a leadership training course all the youth leaders are doing tonight. It's really good, and I'm learning a lot (well mainly validating my own conclusions) and integrating the new stuff with my thoughts on the matter already.

It's just scarey the way things slot together, and the feeling is one of... power really; I'm moving along a path towards my destiny. I'm not there yet, but what a sense of purpose! Then sometimes I think my dreams are too ambitious - how could I ever set up and fund a ministry of my own? Especially since it's not something particularly mainstream or well recognised. I guess that's just how God works - if I could do it on my own then it wouldn't be for His glory.

What I've been doing

Well I've been playing with a few interesting projects lately. I've been creating bumped spheres to look like planets (fractally, of course). I've been working on flat terrains to map onto planets too, like this one:

I'm quite proud of that picture really, it took aaages to post up. Anyway, this week I'm back to physics and having a bit of fun with springs... and right now I've gotta get ready for a nuclear lecture.