Promoted!
I should really stop complaining about the stuff God is doing in my life... but I complain only in jest and God knows I'm really very grateful. Well, I got called out again tonight. Some kids from my youth group gave their lives to God. I, not knowing when to keep my mouth shut, asked if they wanted to have a bit of a read and discussion of the Bible at youth group. They jumped at the idea of course. I'm sliding down this slippery slope and I can't see the bottom. I'm picking up speed, too.
I really should learn how to lead a bible study about now. That'd be great. Well, I'm willing but scared.
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It's 2am, and I just finished a game of warcraft 3. I actually don't like playing it much cos it wastes so much time I could be spending productively. But ya get that in a house full of bludgers. I wonder what would happen if I told all my friends about this site. That would probably be really bad. Especially if I put in it the stuff I think I'm gonna have to soon. I mean, most people are confused but my feelings towards some people at the moment are in spin cycle. Come to think of it, so's my mood. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down, I'm up....
So exhausting.... oh the things I'd like to say but somehow can't. It's probably for the best. I don't know what I'm looking for, I guess I'm just waiting for God to tap me on the shoulder and say "She's the one". Wishful thinking, I'm sure. We all make choices, mine is to mature as a person before I go muddling my identity in a relationship. I wonder what girls actually think of me when they get to know me... it'd be interesting to know the honest truth. Probably disappointing too. Come to think of it, I wonder what everyone else thinks of me. It'd be interesting to know. Very interesting. I mean knowing the good and the bad here, not just what they'd choose to share.
I guess I could list some people and say what I think of them... I wonder if it'd make a difference if I knew they were going to read this. It would be a very interesting experiment, I might try to tomorrow when it's not 2am.
I really should learn how to lead a bible study about now. That'd be great. Well, I'm willing but scared.
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It's 2am, and I just finished a game of warcraft 3. I actually don't like playing it much cos it wastes so much time I could be spending productively. But ya get that in a house full of bludgers. I wonder what would happen if I told all my friends about this site. That would probably be really bad. Especially if I put in it the stuff I think I'm gonna have to soon. I mean, most people are confused but my feelings towards some people at the moment are in spin cycle. Come to think of it, so's my mood. I'm up, I'm down, I'm up, I'm down, I'm up....
So exhausting.... oh the things I'd like to say but somehow can't. It's probably for the best. I don't know what I'm looking for, I guess I'm just waiting for God to tap me on the shoulder and say "She's the one". Wishful thinking, I'm sure. We all make choices, mine is to mature as a person before I go muddling my identity in a relationship. I wonder what girls actually think of me when they get to know me... it'd be interesting to know the honest truth. Probably disappointing too. Come to think of it, I wonder what everyone else thinks of me. It'd be interesting to know. Very interesting. I mean knowing the good and the bad here, not just what they'd choose to share.
I guess I could list some people and say what I think of them... I wonder if it'd make a difference if I knew they were going to read this. It would be a very interesting experiment, I might try to tomorrow when it's not 2am.
posted by Merlz at 2:01 AM
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