What do I do

What do I do with success? As much as I love it, I'm aware I was not the cause of the success. I want this more - changing lives is what I burn for. I want to faithfully deliver the word that will break the thing that is holding us back. This is clearly going to require some huge commitments in terms of time spent in prayer and fellowship.

It's strange that now I have to aim for removing even more of my own downtime just so I can be spiritually prepared for what I need to be doing. It's emotionally exhausting to do this - but emotionally freeing too. I'm wondering at this point what I'll feel like tomorrow, coming down from the excitement of the day.

I want to stay in this place. I want the atmosphere of my personal life to be changed forever.