Shouting At The Sky

I have given up myself and my own desires. I have allowed myself to be remade in your likeness. I have sacrificed everything for you. Why am I left standing here? Will my life be a waste now? Why is everything standing still in my world? I spend time seeking, but I just hit a wall. Where are you? Are you up there? Are you out there? Are you still in me? Who am I now that I am not myself? Please answer me!

What will happen to the warrior who would be a knight? What will happen to the man who has left everything behind to become your champion? Do something with me! Make my life count! I sit here at the end of my strength, and I see nothingness in my life. I don't see fruit. I don't see growth. I don't see a future. Rejuvenate me, make me productive for you. I can no longer let the world pass me by: I must stand and fight.

But what does that even mean? I'm a wanderer who as forgotten his origins. I don't know who I am, because I'm no longer who I was. I don't know what I do, because I've never done this before. I don't know where to recover, because I've never been in this world before! Refill me, set me loose! Tell me who I am and what I do. If you don't direct me, I'll wander as a shadow between faces...