Do you love me?

Let this be a lesson to those who say they call on the Lord earnestly, and to those who say they want to stop sinning. When you say to God, "Nothing in this world is as important to me as you! I want to do things your way instead of mine!" and you mean it, it will be tested. With fire.

God's answer to me was, "If you really loved me, you would walk like I did. You would follow my example. Look at these people walking past, going to the shops, waiting for buses; what would I do? You do that for a week or two, and I'll believe you."

I struggled with this, but as I really meant what I said, it only lasted a few seconds before I said yes. This is going to be a very hard thing for me to do, and a very bumpy ride. Apparently, that's why I have holidays. Excuse me while I go and space out in shock for a while longer...