does God cry?

I wonder if Jesus cries when I let Him down? I wonder if He sheds a tear, as I sit here broken, thinking of what I've done. Every time I think I'm starting to get somewhere, I fall flat on my face. I don't just need God's help, I need His presence now. I cannot live without it, but I can't always find Him when I feel I need him, and it's really hitting me hard.